school starts tomorrow, argh!/yay!
feeling ambivalent about it because when school starts, i'll be more busy
and when i'm busy, i'll spend more time panicking and less time being emo

these days i feel like i'm in low spirits, but i'm praying more and talking to
God more, and He gives me a lot of strength to deal with my problems,
which is good, by the way. the other day i was feeling so down and alone,
but now i don't feel so alone after all. because i know God is here for me! and
He has placed so many wonderful people in my life, so for the time being i am
happy and cheerful.

also because it's nick's birthday today! i thank God so much for him, that He
has blessed nick with a good 22 years and enriched such a wonderful individual.
i thank God for giving me this special person in my life, so that i may learn
how to love truly and deeply, in good times and bad.

happy birthday my dearest!

love you so much.

YYY