it's all been done.

i wish things did not have to come to an end, at least not with us. there are a great many things that i could have wished did not happen, and a great many things that i wish we both understood and came to terms with. but i know
sometimes there are things that we always wish we could change, but cannot.
but life is like this, and it hurts but you still have to drag yourself along the
throes of heartache, and tell yourself that you have to move on. there are just too
many things in this mad world that we cannot escape from. and pain is one of
them. but at least i know that if i felt the hurt, then what i had was real.

i should have known that loving someone was never going to be easy. i probably
knew that already but i was too disillusioned to heed warnings. but i guess i
know if i had the chance to i would still do it all over again... every hurt is well worth the simple joy of having someone to love and behold; and because life is
nothing without love.