eleanor: el nino says:
i feel like sometimes over the past years i've become cynical
eleanor: el nino says:
i used to be so idealistic
Jezzar says:
oh well, as you get to see more of what happens in real life...can't help but feel, everything isnt as you would like it to be
eleanor: el nino says:
yeah.. spot on

ok i'm in a ponderous mood right now, if you'll excuse me.
is knowing the real, absolute truth important?
what if knowing the truth wouldn't exactly make things any different;
then would it really matter that much?
or do we all disregard the truth when we can't bear to speak it;
if so, is that why we all lie?

and lastly, would you rather know the truth and get hurt;
or would you rather thrive on untruths.. if they could make you happy?