i just baked apple pie and peanut butter croissants! happy :)
i love food so much it makes me excited just watching the pies browning in the oven.
i love it even more when i bake for others; it gives me immense satisfaction to know that others enjoy it and are blessed by it.

but i really dislike having to watch my diet.
i know i'm not fat, and i know that my current weight is ideal;
but the thought of putting on weight (even if it's just a little) disturbs me.
i haven't been exercising for a month now, which is bad-
because when i did i could pig out more often and now i have to stop myself from eating all my favourite (and sinful) pastries.

and the other day, i finished this HUGE cup of mango lassi.
it was like drinking 1 litre of condensed yoghurt.
i think i was ready to puke after i wolfed it down. ugh.
no more mango lassi for me for a very long time. haha!
i just had my supper of apple pie and chocolate mint ice cream.
what a fatty treat! ok i will go and run tomorrow (if its not too cold) or taebo.

ok this is quite a brainless post. forgive me for obsessing about my weight
i get really self-conscious sometimes.