today as the smell of meat from the barbeque in the park wafted towards my general direction, a wave of nausea overcame me.

i never thought i could detest meat. i mean, it's like 90% of my diet (i dislike veggies);
but today, i felt like it was the most disgusting thing on earth ever.
like it was obscene and grotesque and putrid.
i really thought i was going to throw up there and then.
i have never felt so sickened by food in ages.

think i'm going to avoid meat today. :/