easter camp was awesome;
it was a real shame that i could not enjoy it properly though.
but yes, it impacted me in a huge way and made me reflect on my Christian walk and the meaning of Easter.

and so i have decided.
i will not be a child anymore.
i will be a woman, a beautiful daughter of God;
who will lift her head up high with grace and set her eyes ahead on Him,
who will endure all hardships, and be strong in the face of trouble.

i've learnt that the vacuum in my heart can only be filled by God, and not by man.
the mistake i made, was to put all my hopes and trust into one man.
yes, it has been a painful lesson, but it woke me up.
i've realised that God should be the focus of my life;
that he should be number one, and nothing less.
i need to be in tune with God, and in tune with myself first;
then i can be truly in tune and at peace with everyone and everything else.
i've learnt that loving someone is just not enough;
but even so, i will try my hardest to make things work.
i don't know if it will be worth it in the long run;
but what i do know is that i love you,
and that alone, is sufficent for me.

Jesus, lover of my soul
Jesus, I will never let You go

i love You, i need You;
though my world may fall
i'll never let You go

p.s. thanks sherlynn, you have helped me more than you thought you could. thanks for being a wonderful confidante, and a trusted friend who is not afraid to wake me up from my folly. :)

p.p.s. dear wonderful readers of my blog! i'm having an exam in a few days time, so i won't be blogging much. check back after 21st apr, and pray for me if you can! many thanks and much love Y