blogging after a hiatus seems so strangely awkward now.
these days,
i feel so incredibly drained, so incredibly tired and washed out.
the one thing that continually bogs my mind now is work, work, work.
even the activities that i used to enjoy before now seem like chores;
i find myself getting so sick and tired of all these things
and i just feel like extricating myself away from all the clutter.
i just feel like distancing myself from this, this and that.
even though i know this attitude is undesirable,
i dislike getting criticised for it.
this is how i really feel: i'm tired, so freaking tired.
i choose not to bother myself with more things than i can handle.
i would rather miss out on it rather than drag myself there and force myself to enjoy it when deep inside i wish i was elsewhere.
i'm just doing what makes me happy. i have my priorities in life.
selfish perhaps, but this is my right. and i have done nothing wrong.
i'm gonna take a raincheck.. i need it.
i'm only human.

so don't freaking judge me.