it wasn't exactly the best day of my life, but yes,
i have learnt (or rather acknowledged) some things about myself:

1. i am so very childish, obstinate, selfish, and proud.
2. because of fact #1, i have upset and hurt those i love.

i am going to try my best to make sure fact #1 becomes history.
whatever it takes i will be a better person for the sake of those who love me unconditionally.

sometimes it feels as though the world has come crashing down.
yet everyday i struggle to remind myself, it's not so bad, it's not so bad.