it is true when they say that time passes quickly when you are enjoying yourself. and it is always the case when the good times never seem to last but the bad times seem to drag on mercilessly.

i need to get a job or a new hobby to occupy myself. between doing nothing and doing something, i would rather do something. it's funny because when i was in melb, nick and i spent our holidays watching shows and basically bumming around. back home now i am doing somewhat the exact same things, but i feel so utterly miserable. nick is in china now and i miss him so much! i miss being with nick so much and it doesn't even matter if we spent our time being lazybums as long as we were with each other. being with someone you love has the effect of transforming the most mundane moments into the most magical ones. it is always in times like this where i cannot get to see nick, that i tell myself that i must cherish every single minute i have with him. absence makes the heart fonder but i think presence makes the heart fondest.

i miss nick all the time but i miss him the most when i'm happy. because i always feel like my happiness is incomplete without having him to share it with me.

ahwell it's only a month or so before i'm headed back. hurryhurryhurry fast forward to february!