i could be the happiest girl in the world;
but at the same time i could also be the saddest.
it makes no sense, but it's possible, i'm sure it is.

a billion things racing through my mind,
most of which are thoughts i'm too afraid to entertain.
somehow, i feel so ..blahsdhfkalglf;gkl.
if i'm supposed to be happy, why do i feel this ache in my heart/
why do i feel as though i'm on the brink of losing everything that i ever had
or losing things that i never had;
just one of those days.

i'm so addicted to cashew nuts. i finished the entire tub that was meant for CNY. sh*t.
and before i forget,
please go read deception point by dan brown. it's so exciting and action-packed.
is digital fortress any good? please comment if you've read it.