it's a lovely, lovely sunday. am loving the sunshine. i should be in church.. but i'm not. gah. :(

saturday night. tony roma's. ben&jerry's! (yums). with the awesomest person ever. :) caught jem & friends at suntec for awhile. hey jem- if you even read this. don't D&D ever again ok? :P

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what do you call happiness laced with a tinge of sadness? the feeling of being at peace with the world and being content, yet sensing that apparent incompleteness, that weighs you down.. like a cannonball.
what do they call it.

what does it feel like to love something so much, only to live in eternal fear of losing it? that's not love, is it?

sunday afternoon. a million (redundant) questions racing through my mind. i think i should go read my book instead.


i looked at you
looking at me
now i know why they say the best things are free
angel of mine.