:/

sometimes i think i spend way too much time thinking about the 'what ifs' in life. i constantly find myself inventing scenarios and imagining the worst in each one. i think of how easy it is lose those that i hold dear to my heart and it just scares me so much each time this thought is replayed in my mind. sometimes things are really that simple, but for some reason, it's difficult for me to take them at face value. perhaps that is why i always tend to complicate things and scare the crap out of myself. i think i need to spend more time cherishing what i have, instead of dwelling on all these things that don't matter.

anyway its nearly 4am now and i have a class at 8am
i think its pointless for me to sleep now.
:S