there was a huge blackout just now. and i was thinking in my heart, "ohgosh what will i do? i have an exam tomorrow!"

after what seemed like 2 hours the power got restored. so i have light to study with now.

but the real blackout is not in my room. it's happening in my heart. it's the worst kind of blackout, where you can't see and grope about in darkness and keep shouting but no one comes. and i'm thinking now, "ohgosh what have i done? what will i do without you?"

i'm sorry i reallyreally am..please forgive me :(