disarray.
it's the one and only day i get to start school late.
i could have used the time to do something productive.
but here i am, bumming my a** off.
uber meaningless.
i could go on finding excuses for myself.
and try to mask the lame-ness.
but i know i'm weak la.
if my dad knew, he would say
"you either fix it or deal with it."