school starts tomorrow! i'm feeling a little scared yet excited, albeit lined with a tinge of dread. for one, i'm reallyreally happy to meet all my meddie friends again after not seeing them for a whole month, i can't wait to hear all about their hols and have them hear me tell them about mine, i can't wait to start learning about neurology (it is TRUE) and anatomy! i can't wait to be busy again (no wait that ain't quite true.. i still like bumming from time to time :]) just that i'm still not quite prepared for tomorrow. i feel like i'm still stuck in holiday mode, still replaying the events of the past week like stillframes in my head. i can't say i did a lot of productive or wild or fantastic stuff but i did have a lot of fun spending time with an amazing bunch of friends and that's what i think truly matters :]

leader's retreat was also good in the sense that it put me in a reflective mood and had me thinking about my faith in God and my life and my character in general. i also set some goals for myself for the next sem and made some new resolutions, which i think is important, if i want to find that motivation and focus in my life. i think i've been spending too much of my time thinking about the things that i don't have, when i really should be spending more time counting all those blessings that He has showered on me. i envy others but i forget to give thanks for what i have. in retrospect, i realised that i've done so many things that i am not proud of, yet i continue to receive wonderful gifts from God. i am truly blessed!! :]

and this is for my buddy.
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!
high time you started acting your age. heh just kidding! :]