sunday. i woke up at 1230pm again! recordbreaking sleeping spree. i think i have some sleep syndrome or something. squandered half my day in bed. but as jem says, holidays are meant to be like that. haha. truetrue. :] so i hauled my lazyass out of bed and went to play basketball with the guys and sher. and i won a free cup of chocolate milk tea with pearls.. thanks to my fluke 3pointer. heh.
i was watching how to lose a guy on my laptop halfway when i received jesslyn's message about being chosen to be a cell leader during the coming winter camp. i think i nearly fell off my chair. the next thing i knew i was freaking out and i called sher to tell her how scared i was. i mean, me? leading a cell? i have zilch experience in leading. i'm just worried that i may end up misleading the cell. which would be disastrous.
but i'm really heartened by the fact that jamie is co-leading with me. (phewww.) i spoke to her and told her about my fears and uncertainties in cell-leading and she was like, "do you love God? (i nodded) do you love people? (i nodded again) aiyah, then can already lah! God looks at your heart, not how much you know!" and after she said this i felt so much better and thanked her for the encouragement. to which she replied, "stop thanking me lah! we are in this TOGETHER okay. you are one silly girl you know." haha :] i reallyreally thank God for jamie! she is so funny and so inspiring!
so i decided not to fret so much, i'll just be an empty vessel (as what sher said) and let Him use me as He wishes. hopefully i'll be able to reach out and make some impacts. i'm really glad in a way that i have this golden opportunity to serve! i just pray that i won't let Him/everyone down. i'll just let Him guide me and enjoy winter camp to the fullest. :]
today: i woke up at 930am (yay me!). spent a lot of time in the library.. because i was being a good buddy. when one buddy studies, the other must sit around and pretend to be able to help. and offer moral support of course. hehe :]
i am going to watch batman begins at chaddie tomorrow! i heard its really good and i can't wait!!
i was watching how to lose a guy on my laptop halfway when i received jesslyn's message about being chosen to be a cell leader during the coming winter camp. i think i nearly fell off my chair. the next thing i knew i was freaking out and i called sher to tell her how scared i was. i mean, me? leading a cell? i have zilch experience in leading. i'm just worried that i may end up misleading the cell. which would be disastrous.
but i'm really heartened by the fact that jamie is co-leading with me. (phewww.) i spoke to her and told her about my fears and uncertainties in cell-leading and she was like, "do you love God? (i nodded) do you love people? (i nodded again) aiyah, then can already lah! God looks at your heart, not how much you know!" and after she said this i felt so much better and thanked her for the encouragement. to which she replied, "stop thanking me lah! we are in this TOGETHER okay. you are one silly girl you know." haha :] i reallyreally thank God for jamie! she is so funny and so inspiring!
so i decided not to fret so much, i'll just be an empty vessel (as what sher said) and let Him use me as He wishes. hopefully i'll be able to reach out and make some impacts. i'm really glad in a way that i have this golden opportunity to serve! i just pray that i won't let Him/everyone down. i'll just let Him guide me and enjoy winter camp to the fullest. :]
today: i woke up at 930am (yay me!). spent a lot of time in the library.. because i was being a good buddy. when one buddy studies, the other must sit around and pretend to be able to help. and offer moral support of course. hehe :]
i am going to watch batman begins at chaddie tomorrow! i heard its really good and i can't wait!!
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