exam nerves

it feels weird to have an exam this wednesday when the last exam i ever had was back in 2003. i really should be mugging my ass off but somehow i just had this sudden compulsion to blog. i used to be so disciplined, so focussed when it came to academia but now i think i've lost that momentum. i think i need to re-adjust my mindset. i need to stop making studying the focal point of uni, and my life, for that matter. i mean, i came to uni to study, but i'm sure there's more to uni than cooping myself in my dingy little room and poring over medical ethics. i'm sure there's more to uni than staying up late and nearly going blind just to read prescribed readings in pdf format. i'm sure there's so much more meaning to uni than academia.. but i just haven't discovered it yet.

i want to go shopping! i want to watch the entire season of desperate housewives! i want to bake a cheesecake! i want to eat dimsum! but i guess i can only do all these after wednesday. dammmmmn.